just my alter ego

you probably do not know me. I don't even know me. if you think you know who this is, please get off. I've been a lifetime struggle. I have been cutting for two years now and recently am starving myself. Suicide has crossed my mind too many times. This is my alter ego, no one knows about. I'd like to tell people about myself. I'm just so alone it's hard to function at times. Welcome to the other side of my smiling face. *If you read this, there are triggers.*